Sometimes you just get those mean REDS

your sunny funny face

2004-08-06T15:08:51Z

It's been awhile since i done a real entry...I guess I just don't feel like updating. Nothing new has happened, driver's ed is over with next week. Hopefully i'll learn how to drive out the truck soon enough so I can get my license and not have to drive around in the van.

Last weekend I was up at the lake and i hung out with all my cousin...ahhh how much I miss going out there, then we went to conn. and went to my cousins chirstening. That was fun they babies are so cute.

This weekend I'm going to Great Escape with SAM!!! I'm so excited! I get to see my long time love after like 3 months of being apart! haha wow I'm excited. I missed her a lot.

Next weekend i get to go camp! another very exciting thing for me because it's so relaxing out there. Plus with alex and momma o, the fun never stops!

So pretty much I have no life during the week, but always have stuff to do on the weekends...hmmm nothings changed since schools ended.

Oh! I did forget something. I got a job at St. Joe's so that will be 2-3 nights a week then maybe once on the weekends, not bad!

Thats all, can't wait until tomorrow!

elevation470 @ 2004-07-20T23:48:00

2004-07-21T03:50:51Z

its been one of those days that i just feel like a hopeless romantic and nothing better to promote that mood than an audrey film...

summer lovin

2004-07-15T03:22:29Z

dont really feel like updating but i do...ahhh its just been one of those days so this is gonna be a quick update of the last couple days

-went camping last weekend saw brad, eric and amy

-me and amy tipped the canoe, it was funny i couldnt stop laughing

-dad tipped his canoe too, only i didnt get to see it

-me and brendan made a build a bear :) that made me very happy

-i miss brendan very much

i think thats it, it feels like ive done more but i dont think so...then again i dont remember then last time i updated this thing...its summer i just dont feel like it o well

bon voyage

summmers off to a crazy start

2004-07-05T18:26:03Z

ok so for thinking this is going to be a boring summer so far i have been wrong. I have been busy almost every day and the days i werent i was dead sick. so last week my aunt was here she had down syndrome but shes so funny and if you need to hear something positive you just ask her...or if you wanna be called a turkey shes always the one to go to

so on wednesday we dropped her off at the lake then went up to cape cod where my grandpa lives and visited him for the night and i got to go to 4 seas for ice cream i swear im gonna live there get get really fat off ice cream one day

anyways on thursday we got up and came home and then i went up to brendans camp with him until saturday that was fun it was just like camping only they were in a cabin and had electricity lucky ducks! then saturday after i got home my aunt uncle and cousin from north carolina came up.

yesterday has to be the funnest day ive had in awhile a bunch of my dads family came over and we had a big 4th of july shindig because my aunt uncle and cousin were up. there was about 30 or so people at my house yesterday and brendan came so he got to see just how crazy my family really is. well it started off fine my 4 year old cousin was there and we rode in the firetruck. and after that all the cousins went swimming and i had gotten out cuz i had gotten cold and right when i was just about dry brendan decides to throw me back in..what a nice kid.

so anyways after we were all out of the pool and everyone had changed back into there clothes the uncles decided to go in...well that never good..my uncles like to throw everyone in the pool with there clothes on...well me and my cousin amanda were talking and we were saying how we were the lucky ones cuz we never really got thrown in the pool and we joked around that it was because they were getting to old to throw us in....well my cousin bethany who always gets thrown in runs out and tells them this and shes gets thrown in..clothes and all..then it was me..then amanda...then tiffany...then tom..then darci...then everyone else well my uncle comes over to me and was like come here i want to tell you something well i didnt trust him cuz i had just changed and i was all dried off..well they wanted to throw brendan in the pool and of course i liked that idea very very much so as my uncle and cousin (who was in the marines) go after then brendan runs away and runs down the street well my cousin runs after him and brendan didnt know he was in the marines so he thought if he ran over gravel because my cousin was barefoot he would give up..obviously not well my cousin finally caught up to him after brendan ran into a tree and he got thrown in the pool that was great. after that we were relatively civil for being us and just made fun of my cousins boyfriend (who wasnt there)

it was a very interesting expierence...it was definitely the linzi family and as my aunt said "it was nice viewing you as a tribe" yes yes we are savages

edit to this entry: on the request of alex i must add that she was a great lil sister and a WONDERFUL neighboy because she brought me back my shorts (which came in handy after getting thrown in) and brought me wonderful delicious razzzzzberries that saved me from passing out yesterday morning!

elevation470 @ 2004-06-22T19:49:00

2004-06-22T23:53:02Z

argh this summers beginning to suck! sam cant come camping, i start out the summer being really sick and im stuck home alllll summer! o well im over it ill make it good dont know how but i will

lonesome

2004-06-21T22:16:35Z

i have decided that i need to see my best friend who i know will always be there for me. and that would be sam. i miss her so much..i wish she never ever ever moved.

shes just one of those people that will always be there for you no matter what and i have felt like i dont have many of those people anymore. lauren is too busy with felipe now she never calls anyone or wants to hang out with anyone, and ever ones getting sick of it..in all honesty. i hate saying that but its true, and as my mom says some people get more attached to their boyfriends then others and thats true. o well im over it i have been for awhile.

blahhh anyways i havent been feeling good these past couple days, i barley had energy to get off the couch yesterday, i hate that feeling. i went to the doctors today for my headaches, i have to go see a neurologist because they arent getting any better, im alittle nervous about that. o well.

bugs bite..dogs drool

2004-06-17T22:44:27Z

i was so udderly sad yesturday...i didnt get to see my darling one and only love samantha! hopefully she will come camping with us and that will make me the happiest girl in this whole entire town! not that thats a big accomplishment or anything..haha i crack myself up

i had global today

pretty easy

nothing to get excited about

it was hot in the gym

i went swimming afterwards

tomorrow i have bio

whoo hoo just want i wanna do

i also get to go to my aunts

im excited about that

we are gonna have a pajama party

after i watch 20 4 year old of course

i need to go find game

and pack

but i dont want to

i should prolly study too

o man o man

im so lazy

maybe i will just go to sleep

my aunts coming this weekend i think

i kinda dont want her too

wow im feeling random

ok im done

until the moon becomes the sun

"sometime we win...sometimes you win"

2004-06-16T04:35:25Z

Why does he ask you, "How?"
Why does he ask you, "How?"
Once the Injun didn't know
All the things that he know now.
But the Injun, he sure learn a lot,
And it's all from asking, "How?"

Hana Mana Ganda!
Hana Mana Ganda!
We translate for you:
Hana means what mana means,
And ganda means that too.

When did he first say, "Ugh!"
When did he first say, "Ugh!"
In the Injun book it say
When the first brave married squaw
He gave out with a big ugh,
When he saw his Mother-in-Law.

What made the red man red?
What made the red man red?
Let's go back a million years,
To the very first Injun prince.
He kissed a maid and start to blush,
And we've all been blushin' since.

You've got it from the headman,
The real true story of the red man,
No matter what's been written or said.
Now you know why the red man's red!

PETER PANNN!

in the heat of the night we are having a fiesta

2004-06-16T03:50:56Z

NO MORE SCHOOL! omg it so doesnt feel like it..probably because i still have to take 3 stupid regents that i am so nervous for..and i dont know why

today was kinda sad at school...i said goodbye to some of the seniors and its gonna be weird with out them next year. and no more homeroom chats with amanda until next year :( o well we will have car chats during drivers ed..that should be interesting.

i saw brendan today! that just made my day...plus when i got over his house willy wonka and the chocolate factory was on tv and IM IN LOVE WITH WILLY WONKA!!!

wow i really dont know what to write...o yes i do!

guess who i might see tomorrow!?!?!? the one the only my bestest friend in the whole wide world...SAM!!! ahh im so excited i love that girl to death and miss her like crazy! hahaha

ok im done

Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on.

live.love.laugh

summers breeze

2004-06-14T23:11:53Z

i have realized that tomorrow is my last day of school for the next 2 1/2 months! o lordy goodness gracious! i can not wait!!!

i totally bombed my math final today :( im so worried but 1/2 the test was missing so it was sooooo not fair! english was easy i like how my thesis statement came out

wow this entry has taken me awhile i dont know how to put the words i want to say with out having them sound mean, stuck up and snottish...which they prolly are but thats how i feel o well ill try again another time

*shed those layers and just go skinny dipping!*

Start a Revolution

2004-06-14T00:59:41Z

this weekend has been so great...it was filled with things that you can only do in the summer I LOVED IT!

friday i had school...no finals thank goodness then brendan came over andddd we went to the jackson house with the parents for dinner. that was fun we did more but i dont really remember what.

saturday was the kindercrafter so me and mom went to that and walked around then brendan came back over and we went mini golfing after i got to clean the pool which i didnt even get to go in cuz someone was stupid and didnt bring his bathing suit. o well...after we went mini golfing we went back to my house and watched along came polly and johnny english

then today i did the usual went to church then went to bagel time and saw em. then em came over after she got off work and we went out by the pool all ready to go in but then we decided that it was too cold so we went back to the fun plex and played some mini golf..i got a hole in one thank you very much! then tonight amanda and seth picked me up and we went out for some ice cream at ok kennys.

it was just a good weekend and partly due to some reason which i wont mention cuz its mean.

*summers here, all you need is a bathing suit and sunblock*

arrr a storms a brewin

2004-06-09T23:29:09Z

today i went in majorly late cuz i had a killer headache when i woke up. tomorrow i have finals that i am totally not ready then im babysitting tomorrow night til god knows when. I will be SO ready for friday.

thank you my wonderful great best friend samantha hall for fixing my journal because i am totally retarded and cant figure out how to do it myself. whenever you feel like changing someones journal you are always welcome to change mine because of course you know the password lol

nothing eventful happened today i had my sports physical for tennis and that took 40 mins away from my life but hey thats what i get for getting in the wrong stupid line o well

the tides in..so im out

short but sweet

2004-06-06T22:34:40Z

ok im stressing i just realized...finals start this week..i dont know what i learned this year and i cant remember ALL the vocab we did in english I DONT HAVE A GOOD MEMORY!!!!

elevation470 @ 2004-06-03T19:53:00

2004-06-04T00:14:53Z

yesturday was bad...i hated yesturday lets just forget it..

tomorrows friday!!! harry potter comes out tomorrow WHOO HOOO!!! me and lauren are gonna miss 4th block and go to the mall and see it before the crowds im so excited!

we finished our english project today..our movie is gonna be so bad! but me and lauren of course got to use our wonderful tango skills!

-I'm worried about you, you shouldnt do some of the things you do. Im so afraid that one night you'll go out and you'll get hurt, your too good of a friend to loose
-I know you love him but i think you spend too much time with him, you both need to have your own socail lives outside of him. I miss hanging out with you or talking to you on the phone with out you having to get off waiting for him or rushing around so you can make everyone happy you dont have to!
-Im so gald i met you..you make me happy everytime i see you or talk to you. This is one good thing i deffinatly dont want to end, i love you so much i dont know how i got so lucky
-You will always be my little sister. You have kept me young longer than i probably should be and one day i can blame this on you. You know i am always here for you no matter what! i have known you forever now and im always just a few feet away.
-I miss you so much, even after all these years i dont know what kept us together. I will never get rid of those videos or get rid of camper. You will always be the one i want to drink juce boxes with
-Stop acting how you think people want you to act. People will like you for who you are, i know thats why i became friends with you. Try and stop pretending people can see right through you
-I miss you, i miss walking around in the morning and talking about stupid stuff. I only see you now when someone isnt home or cant do anything that day. I know i should call more but i know i dont want to loose you as a friend, we've had too much fun
-Girl, i dont even know what to write. you know you can talk to me about anything anytime. this summers going to be great and we'll get ot hang out all the time! lets not go another 7 months with out hanging out Boo and Whoo 4 life!
-i know you've had a tough time lately and i just want to let you know im always here to talk and try to help you, but you need to look at things more positively and stop being so down all the time, trust me it really helps
-I miss you so much you have touched so many lives if you only knew how much we missed you. You have missed so many events and meeting so many new people. I hope your having fun where ever you are and you'll always be with me.

^click it and read try to find if i wrote something about you! (no names just what i wanted to say to you) i know one person will never read it but thats ok i wanted to write it anyways

well the tides coming in..so im out

just one of those days

2004-06-03T00:04:00Z

im so over tired today my emotions are out of control.

i feel so lonely
i feel unwanted
i feel ugly
i feel fat
i feel plain
i feel boring
i feel like i need to cry

i got up at 530 this morning for no reason! it sucked i feel sick and events happened that today that i wish i had kept my mouth shut and others where i wished i said something

i've realized that i keep so much bottled up partly because im scared of what will happen if i say waht im really feeling and partly because i dont know what i want to say until the moment to say it is over....

elevation470 @ 2004-06-01T17:52:00

2004-06-01T22:03:00Z

The best remedy for a short temper is a long walk-Jaqueline Schiff

today was boring..i spent like 3 freaking hours on my global homework and im not even done! argh! i dont want to go back to school tomorrow..i just want it to be saturday again and again and again until its finally summer break. Why do we even have finals?? they test us all year obviously we know the stuff they are teaching, and we can bullshit finals too hell i do it every year and i havent failed yet!

i learned how to drive the truck today..standard is so freaking hard! i think im just going to stick to automatic thank you very much.

i love it right before it thunderstorms...the sky gets all dark and it gets very windy everything looks almost peaceful...thunderstorms always remind me of labor day camping because every year we get another storm and we end up flooded and sleeping in the car! ooo goodness i cant wait to go camping and see my girl and our flynn boys....

ok well i guess its time to finish the dreaded homework and say goodbye to memorial day weekend until next year...

I have found everything i have been looking for

2004-06-01T03:32:44Z

i have forgotten how much i love memorial day weekend. for some reason i always have so much fun over this break..maybe its just the same old thing i do every weekend but its so much better because i know schools almost out (10 more days!!) and i have 4 days to do whatever i want.

ive been so pissy this weekend i feel bad, ill get mad over the littlest things and its horrible! and i have spring fever like crazy! all that i want is a hammock just to lay outside and fall asleep on and to have my lisence so i can see brendan a hell of a lot easier instead of relying on my parents to drive me everywhere. ive been missing brendan so much lately probably becuase its such nice weather and i always miss him...thank god its almost summer

161. would you still love and stay with your girl or boy friend if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed? yes
162. Fate or free will? i think i like the idea of free will better

163. Are you bored with life and if so why? nope im not im loving it

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain? things always change even if u dont want them too
165. Are you afraid of change? sometimes
166. Are you a day person or nocturnal? i think im both
167. Can you come up with a good joke to match these punchlines?
a. he didn't want to get snaked.
b. 'thanks god, I really appreciate it but there's one more thing...can I have my hat back?'
no because i dont understand them
168. Have you ever worked in retail? nope
169. What's the coolest job you ever had? ummm prolly babysitting my cousin or allie
170. What's the differance between slavery and being forced to work because everything is so expensive? slaves were owned, and companies dont technically own people
171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress? i think when i was little
172. If you had the power to make one person at your school do anything you want them to for a whole day who would you pick and what would they do? o god idk but something that involves doing all my work and letting me sleep allday cuz im a lazy ass
173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like? aquarius and what?
174. Were you scared by the blair witch project? cant say i saw it
175. If your teacher gave you a map to do that you didn't want to do would you fold it into a apaper hat? would your teacher be cool with that? considering mrs. bernacki is the only teacher that gives us maps she wouldnt prolly even notice
176. Do you believe there is something strange going on with the freemasons? do i think theres something what about who?
177. Do you like everything to be in widescreen? i really dont care because tv is tv and a movie looks the same either way
178. Are you a fan of any comic books? ummm i dont think so
179. Do you collect something? random stuff i guess...
180. Do you usually smell good? ummm if i think to put stuff on yes
181. Where does love come from? love is from the soul
182. Where did your parents tell you babies come from when you were little? i never asked
183. You're taking a 5,000 question survey. are you nuts? well, seeing as its not 5000 questions, no.
184. What's the best cheeesey 80's song? i love some 80's songs!

185. What's the best date movie? i dont know
186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the movie theater? the back row is always fun ;)
187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building? yep
188. What's a gutterpunk? i have no idea.
189. Candles or strobe lights? candles but strobes are always fun
190. Who can take a rainbow, wrap it in a sig, soak it in the sun and make a strawberry lemon pie? rainbow bright! or strawberry shortcake!
191. What besides money can make you extremely happy? talking to my friends and seeing brendan
192. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love? living on the streets and subway tunnels with someone i love, even tho the thought scares me
193. What comercial made you really want to buy something? i dont know
194. Have you ever made a snow-something-else (not a man or woman)?i made a snow chair by sitting in a pile of snow!
195. If someone wanted to understand you what book should they read that will help them? ummm my kindergarden diary! haha sam knows what im talking about
196. When was the last time someone called you crazy and why? umm prolly earlier today...because i can do retarded things
197. Are you a space cadet? what?

198. Are you magically delicious? oo yeah
199. If you could wish for one object (nothing alive, no money) that was the size of your computer monitor or smaller and it would appear right now what would it be? a build a bear!

200. What does 'if wishes were horses beggars would ride' mean? i dont know im to tired to figure it out

well im done for tonight..goodnight sleep tight

5 words....

2004-05-27T22:06:24Z

PEOPLE MAKE ME SO MAD!!!!!!

elevation470 @ 2004-05-25T17:06:00

2004-05-25T21:38:00Z

ahh im so bored im supposed to be working on my bio paper but u know what!? i really dont feel like it its not due til friday so im waiting til thrusday night...smart i know i know

What is your full name:: megan shannon linzi
Spell your first name backwards:: nagem
Date of birth:: 1.26.88
Male or female:: female
Astrological sign:: aquarius
Nicknames:: ummm meg, meggy, and other ones i really dont remember mrs gannon and momma o always seem to make up new ones                                                                Occupation:: student                                                       Height:: 5'3''
Weight:: letsss not go there
Hair color:: brown
Eye color:: blue
Where were you born:: Syracuse
Where do you reside now:: valatie
Age:: 16
Pets:: 0
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::umm i dont even remember having a birthday cake
Piercings:: ears so 2 one in each ear
Tattoo's:: none
Shoe size:: 7.5/8
Righty or lefty:: righty
Wearing:: jeans and a shirt
Hearing:: papa typing on the keyboard
Feeling:: ummm mellow
Eating/drinking:: nothing

Relationships
Have you ever been in love:: yesssssss i am right now
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: oneee
How many people have you kissed:: umm i dont remember i dont count them all
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: not the way youre thinking
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: they have to make me laugh and cant be a party pooper
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: eyes and smile
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: umm idk ones i like??
Do you have a crush right now:: yesss
If so who is it:: my darling boyfrienddd
Do you believe in love at first sight:: yea i guess so
Who is the first person you kissed:: sad to say but i dont really remember
Do you believe in fate:: sure
Do you believe in soul mates:: yea
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: hopefully
Family
How many siblings do you have:: 0
What are your siblings names::
What are your parents names:: maureen and jim
How many siblings does your mother have:: 3
How many siblings does your father have:: 11
Where are your parents from:: boston and idk
Is your family close:: yeah parts more than others
Does your family get together for holidays:: yep
Do you have a drunk uncle:: yea
Any medical problems run through your family:: prolly but why would i know
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: umm i dont think so but it would be funny if they did
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: nope i would need a brother or sister for that one
Are your parents divorced:: no
Do you have step parents:: nope
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: nahhh
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: great grand parents???
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life:: umm depends on the mood
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: i have an aqua cd...o mannn
What's the best cd you own:: ummm red hot chili peppers
What song do you absolutely hate:: do i have to name just one?? i mostly dont like country songs that complain
Do you sing in the shower:: of course!

Favorites
Color:: blue
Food:: ummm momma o's peach pie
Song:: alot of them..depends on the mood
Show:: my favorite show...gotta say the o.c.
School subject:: ceramics i get to play with clay
Band/singer/artist:: red hot chili peppers or jimmy buffett
Animal:: dogs or elephants
Outfit:: something comfortable
Radio station:: dont really know whatever one plays a song i like
Movie:: breakfast at tiffanys
Pair of shoes:: flip flops
Cartoon:: ninja turtles
Actor:: ummm idk
Actress:: audrey hepburn
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone:: i think i have mooned sam one or two times
Been on a diet:: nahh
Been to a foreign country:: canada??
Broken a bone:: my pinkie from slamming it in the car door
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: yes i ate a twix and then my tooth was gone
Swear at a teacher:: ummm idk
Got in a fight:: like a punch punch kick kick fight?? nahhh
Dated a teacher:: ummm nooo that would be gross???
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: of course u should see the stuff me and sam do on vacation..
Gone skinny dipping:: yesssss

o man im so bored im never ever going to get through this week! i cant wait for this weekend to come..i need it sooo bad! bahhhhh

ok thats it im out..

alas all good things must come to an end

2004-05-24T00:44:46Z

im so incredibly freaking tired! and i dont know why that crazy thunderstormer woke me up last night and i couldnt fall back to sleep...i think i have too much on my mind..but somehow i dont know what it is

i need school to end

i need my license

i need a car

o and i need to see my boyfriend more cuz i miss him muchly even though he makes me watch the one movie that scares the crap outta me

friday was mommas bday...so we went to the mall and got clothes cuz we all needed some cuz i have the GAC banquet coming up and momma and papa have a hospital gala coming up so they needed a tux and a black dress (we didnt find any masks uhh oooo)

saturday mom was the biggest butt head she made me an hr and a half late to brendans! i mean goodness i never ever see him! arghhhhh whatever i got to stay later than i usually do!

sunday (o wait thats today) church as usual and i got to see darling emily who i miss so..then went to my boys soccer game which he played wonderfully in until of course he got hurt..then i watched breakfast at tiffanys which made me sad cuz i realized that i miss sam and i need to see her! haha!

o well 4 day weekend next weekend hope its a good one!!!!

...memories will always remain...

rainy days

2004-05-16T02:34:35Z

today was fun...woke up said bye to mom took a nice long shower then brendan came over for the day....it was nice!

it was so hot today! i thought i was gonna die i was all sticky and gross then cam that major THUNDERSTORM and when i walked out side it smelt sooo nice! i love the smell in the air after it has just rained, it smells so vibrant and refreshed

Don't let them change ya, oh! -
Or even rearrange ya! Oh, no!
We've got a life to live.
They say: only - only -
only the fittest of the fittest shall survive -
Stay alive! Eh!

Could you be loved and be loved?
Could you be loved, wo now! - and be loved?

ciao

spring fever

2004-05-14T01:09:35Z

lately i have been really antsy and wanting to do stuff...this weathers making me crazy its so hot out and im stuck in school or doing homework!

ugh parents are such butt munchers...my moms new rule...i cant get my license until i take drivers ed, well drivers ed is this summer which is like all of july and half of august 7-1 monday through friday!!!! bye bye summer!!! oye vey this is gonna suck monkey butt

i cant wait til tomorrow...i get to see my darling boy = ) who i havent seen since saturday..which feels like forever and ever ago blahhh

thats about it...nothing happened today everythings boring and hot

ciao bella

Shangri-La Motel

2004-05-02T12:39:57Z

bored..and im wiating to go to church so i thougth i would write.

this weekend has been great...i never knew how the littlest things could make you so happy. me and lauren went to bagel time yesturday for lunch and we saw like everyone! it was so great. i hung out with brendan last night and friday night too so that was always enjoyable ;)

it seems like forever ago that i went to nyc but it was only last week...why does it always feel like that?? like when i got my spring break pics back it felt like ages ago since i had seen my darling sam...who of course i miss terriably but now that she got her lisence she can drive up and see me ALLLLL the time ;) i wish

ok off to church

ciao bella

ooooo la la

2004-04-28T01:49:39Z

oooooo ooooo oooo look what i am...my favorite actress whos is in my FAVORITE movieeee

Which Legendary Actress are you?

elevation470 @ 2004-04-26T18:23:00

2004-04-26T22:32:29Z

sunday was fun...i havent been to new york city in such a long time! sophia is so little she looked like a doll. it was fun we went to the brazilian restaurant after the christening and brazil has really good soda!

today was boring...it rained and i feel like crap. pappa let me go in late cuz i was soo tired.

ive had the urge lately to just go back to when i was younger and do what was fun and not really care..i mean i do that sometimes now but its just not the same. when we were younger me and sam made these crazy videos and we would hang out at my house for like 2 days just playing with the video camera and being stupid. they are so much fun to watch. i love being older and getting to do stuff but i feel like im loosing something which i prolly am. idk im so happy with my life right now schools almost over, i have these friends that are amazingly great and i dont know what i would do with out some of them, and brendans of course making me happy cuz hes so great i like him more and more every time i see him..its never boring.

blah. i hate being this mushy its just not what i do..

go with the flow, take what ever comes your way

ciao bella